Monday, February 14, 2011

Friday, January 28, 2011

Cheated



Why can't you love me the way you should?
I know you could...
Instead my heartache is what your choosing...
It's me that you are loosing...
I hate what you've done to me,
I was all that you ever wanted me to be,
I'm not blind, I can see..
I see your game,
I'm not insane, you are hurting me...
After everything I have done for you,
everything I gave you, you turn around and cheat?
All the times and memories we have spent together you even said we'd be forever..
The bond we share,
I never thought you would dare,
dare to hurt me this way,
all the lies you say...
You made me sick,
she is what you want to pick...
You made me cry while you told a lie,
you made me want to die...
How could this be your not here with me?
You are not that man I thought you were,
now I know, now I'm sure..."Never hurt you",
is what you said,
now I know your not a man of your word...
Made me feel crazy when I asked "why your phone was off",
yet I knew you were hurting me,
I knew I was right, you were out of my sight,
you really ruined my life...
How could you ask me to forgive you?
How many times can I? You have lost my trust over what I call lust...
You chose to hurt me it was a must...
I am beautiful so I have to be brave,
brave enough to move on,
I will be strong, without you,
my life won't be wrong..
I will forget you in time,
and no, no it's not fine...
I'm glad that your not mine...
You use to be my greatest treasure but now your never...
I hope your happy for what you did to me,
right now your blind but soon you will see....

Broken



Baby I guess it was never meant to be,
I miss what we used to be,
but baby can't you see that I'm dying,
I've spent all of my lonely nights crying,
making myself believe it's not true
and end up waking in the morning without you,
my heart seems to shatter every time I hear your voice,
reminding me of what we had, and your stupid choice
I wish I had never made that stupid decision,
the one that changed my life forever,
I wish I could still make you see,
how much you meant to me,
it’s too late for me to say I love you,
you’ve already moved on,
I was just an innocent girl looking for love,
you were just a boy looking for a sign,
to go back to what you had before,
and I was what made you realize,
that you needed her more

I tried so hard




I tried so hard.
I tried my best.
I gave you my all,
and now there's nothing left.

You stole my heart,
then tore it in two.
Now I'm falling apart,
and don't know what to do.

Divided by decisions,
burned by the fire.
Confused by your words.
Tempted by desire.

I'm living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I'll lose.
Not knowing what will last.

Blinded by fear.
Drowning in doubt.
Struggling to be free.
Looking for a way out

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

If

If


If you were a shape,
You would be a the perfect circle because you can see no flaw in it.
If you were a color,
You would be red because it’s but fierce and beautiful.
If you were a picture,
You would be the mona lisa because you have a smile that is enlightening.
If you were a drink,
You would be a vodka because you are great but not everyone can handle you.
If you were a number,
You would be infinity because there is no end to your beauty.
If you were a song,
You would be So Beautiful because your all I think about when I hear it.
If you were a statue,
You would be the Venus DE Milo like your beauty should be talked about for centuries.
If you were a country,
You would be south America because it’s diverse, beautiful, and colorful.
If you were a candy,
You would be a sour patch because at first your evil than your sweet.
If you were a word,
You would simply be phenomenal because there is no other way to describe you.
If I could call anything in the world wonderful I would call it YOU ..

Kiss from a Rose

Kiss from a Rose


He says she’s stranger, he wonder why she cares,
Cares for him so much, knowing they cannot be in pairs.
He knows she loves him and yes he fears,
Fears the day, he’ll have to give her tears.
She says she loves him, she says she fears,
Fears to lose him, because he’s all she cares.
She knows he doesn’t love her, and yet she dares,
Dares to love, knowing she’ll end in tears.
Can they be together? Will it be fair?
Fear to blame if they’ll not end in pairs?
Is it her fault that she still cares?
Cares for the one, who can bring her tears?

Crying over you ..

Love



Forever you promised,
Forever a lie,
You promised the Moon,
And the stars in the sky.
You’d stolen my heart,
Then left me alone,
You were so cold,
It chilled to the bone.
You left me with nothing,
But tears and a past,
When you said “I love you”,
I thought it would last.
But “I love you” found an ending,
The “us” and “we” no more,
You said you didn’t mean to,
But you hurt me to the core.
So I guess that I’m the loser,
Cause you’ve found
Someone new.
But I’m still here,
Still all alone,
Just crying over you.

Love ..

Love

Thursday, January 6, 2011

True Love

True Love


A call is made,
Though no one can hear it.
It tries to break through,
But with its size it can’t fit.
Though timid it is, and how quiet its voice,
The passion inside,
Screams as if there’s no choice.
It lets it all go,
When there is no one around,
But it thinks to itself,
I must let this be found.
No more hiding away,
I’ll reveal its great force,
And it will all be worth it,
Even if there’s remorse.
It’s only three words,
After all, that’s not bad,
But a pause after hearing them,
Could make someone sad.
Just wondering about this right now,
Is making me think, “Should I do it?”
But I am going to really let it out,
All because she is worth it.
“Why has he not said a thing?”
A lass announced out loud,
I know he loves me, I know its true,
But is he really just too proud?
To say three words Is not that hard,
But three words with such a meaning,
Are not said too often, nor enough
To spread the forsaken feeling.
She was lost in thought,
If he loved her or not,
For many parts of the day,
She asked herself,
“Why would such a guy
Make me feel this way?
Well maybe he feels this way too,
but is too shy to show it.
I’ll wait days and nights if I must!
I’ll wait so long my clothes won’t fit,
My heart’s too full of love and lust,
I won’t give up one tiny bit!
Over this debate she cried and she fussed,
All because he is worth it.


True Love

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

I used to know a woman.


Woman I used to Know.


I used to know a woman deep within the sky,
She was sweet and had something pure to her cry,
But things changed and the distance caused her to flea,
There are no more beautiful skies of stars left to see.
My heart had shattered like a rock smashing a car windshield,
MY moves used to be smooth but now I must yield.
Our souls used to tangle more than vines growing up a tree,
But the newspapers are all sold out, There are no stories for me.
The fifth amendment is the only defense left to plea,
With her I could pick my battles and win my wars,
See the sun and the sky, but no longer that star outdoors.

Beauty


Beauty



Lots of beauty,
In this world,
A world of beauty,
In which beauty is all.
But in particular,
You stand out most,
The most beautiful in this world,
In which beauty is all.
You make others,
Look dull,
In the presence of your beauty,
In a world in which beauty is all.
Everyone tries but fails,
To look as beautiful as you,
Because of the vanity in this world,
In which beauty is all.
I love you,
As does every other man,
I just want you to know,
I don’t think beauty is all.

Sorrowful Emptiness


Sorrowful Emptiness


A light dims out,
I think without a doubt.
Why do I stay here?
Is it just a mere.
Desire?
I feel no pain,
Which thus I cannot gain,
I hope you see,
The sorrowful side of me.
I can’t feel Free,
Though I try so desperately.
I feel so empty,
As empty as a hollow shell,
Why am I in this living hell?
I fear the worst,
Has already come
Am I cursed?
Am I alone in this pityful world,
So I can Atone for my sins?!
The light is gone.